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[Mar. 26th, 2004|04:26 pm] |
i have a gay song stuck in my head
wanna hear it?
no?
well too bad you get to anyways
I AM BRUISED AND BROKEN FROM THIS HEAD ON COLLISION ( is that how you spell collision)
whatever no more gay songs for me
laters
mo
ps
hey ashley my homeee you missed an awesome week at karate last week (hard to believe huh?) well Seth came down from college and you know how mr. j always steps things up when he is around
well we did some awesome kicks and some other things it was a whole lot of fun
except i got punched in the eye pretty hard and it still hurts |
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[Mar. 16th, 2004|05:22 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  crushed | ] |
hmmmm
well i might go to the Norma Jean concert at Soma
but my parents might not let me
i am not feeling very good about myself right now
just to let you all no
and i know none of you care so WHY tell you? |
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[Mar. 10th, 2004|03:53 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  starving | ] |
| [ | music |
| | me singing this song | ] |
Loving you, I feel the hate flow through me
Touching you, there is pain so sweet so pure
*HOW CAN I LIVE LOVING SOMEONE I HATE?*
*THERE IS NO BLISS IN THIS PAIN*
*NO JOY IN MY SUFFERING!*
Clutching to, my last hope is fading
Killing me, sweet murder rapturing me
*HOW CAN I LIVE LOVING SOMEONE I HATE?*
*THERE IS NO BLISS IN THIS PAIN*
*NO JOY IN MY SUFFERING!*
Breaking me, I will not be broken
Saving me, I can save my self go away
No longer, shall I be your prisoner
*NOW I CAN LIVE HATING SOMEONE LIKE YOU!* |
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[Mar. 4th, 2004|06:27 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  cynical | ] |
| [ | music |
| | i wanna be sedated- the ramones obviously | ] |
gay marriages are
fucking gay
know what i mean |
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[Feb. 26th, 2004|10:30 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | lonely | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Too Many Puppies-Primus | ] |
Behind these glasses I am not rock and stone
Behind these eyes I stand alone
You batter my heart like I am made of steel
Don't you know that I have no one to go home to?
If only you knew how close to suicide I roam
Just a left on Main Street I am going home
all alone
Only a few more blocks now Im not far away
you pushed me to this choice
Suicide is my only way
So now you know I am not rock and stone
As you yell at me you know
That I stand alone
*~-~*_ Danielle Elizabeth Anderson _*~-~* |
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[Feb. 25th, 2004|12:29 pm] |
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yea have fun with all those mother fuckers! |
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[Feb. 25th, 2004|11:55 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | bored | ] |
Damn i have alot of Orlando i my future!
funny that i am straight edge and i still get that i am gunna fuck someone lol
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[Feb. 25th, 2004|11:35 am] |
and my other LJ
and my other LJ
and my other LJ
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[Feb. 24th, 2004|04:53 pm] |
You hate me
I have always loved you
You have taken me
away from my sanity
I have lost my conciousness in you
I have lost all my feeling because of you
You have taken me away
wrapped me up and threw me down
far away from anything i ever knew
Why are you playing with my heart
this isnt a game
You play with me
take me seriously
Leave me right now
I cannot let you go
i cannot take this i am begging you on my knees
you need to let my heart go please
Even if it kills me
i am cutting you away
bleeding, your poisen flows away
now i am alive
now i can feel
pain |
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| (no subject) |
[Feb. 15th, 2004|11:00 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  drained | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Rooster- Alice in Chains | ] |
duke is playing today
at 3:30 against NC state
duke is number 1 (as usual) and NC State is 21st place
it looks as tho it will be a tough match
but we will see how it goes
it all depends on if JJ Redick can get some three pointers
those really boost the game
unfortunately it is not at Cameron Stadium (Duke's home court)
but somewhere else, and that means no Cameron Crazys
:(
well who cares huh?
mo |
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[Feb. 6th, 2004|01:16 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  artistic | ] |
| [ | music |
| | the washing machine | ] |
hi guys i didnt go to school today
if you must know why my cramps were so bad that i couldnt walk so i stayed home
isnt that just great?
anyways
do you see my new icon?
brandi made it for me
THANK YOU BRANDI!!!
i love it
anyways
you know what i love about staying home
there are no retarded people (like people at school) that make fun of you or give you dirty looks
isnt that just great
bye bye now |
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[Feb. 4th, 2004|08:31 pm] |
the wind in my hair
the depth of your glare
contrasts so beutifully
the smile on my lips
the blood on my finger tips
fills me with unexplained glee
the lies you say are truth
the smiles that hide a grimace
why dont you come out and say that you hate me
there is no turning back
you have showed me how you really feel and now it is all over
you say i should stay close to God
you say follow His commandments
the food you have stolen
the friendship you promised me
my trust that you betrayed
all shows your hypocrisy
no more will i wear make up to hide my puffy red eyes |
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[Jan. 31st, 2004|04:50 pm] |
i am writing my black belt essay
you know what i have found
mo_madden is my more depressed journal
sinceyouleft is my i am a hyper emo freek journal
carvedandbroken is my me journal
later |
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[Jan. 30th, 2004|08:49 pm] |
hey guys i am talking to my friend on the internet and he is coming closer and closer to accepting Jesus Christ into his heart.
Pray for him that his heart will be softened and for God to give me the words that will impact his life
thankx alot guys |
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[Jan. 30th, 2004|07:41 pm] |
my dear sharpee pens and pencils, knives and scissors, pillows and porkeypines,kleenexes and toilet paper.
no i am not going insane these are all things that i compare people to.
sharpee pens- theses people just like the pens are useful and wont hurt you but will give you a blinding headache if you stay around them to long
pencils- these are sensituve people and can only stand so much stress, or else the snap
knives- these are like your enemies you know they are dangerous, but if you know your enemy well enough you can turn the blade back on him
scissors- you think they are your friends until they cut you deeper than you ever thought possible
pillows- o they are your support true friends never a harsh word comes meaningfully out of their mouths
porkeypines-they appear cute and friendly but once they get you RIGHT where they want you, they will stab you in the back
kleenexes- aw ha another true friend but this one would do everything and anything for you, um like whipe your nose
toilet paper- huh well these guys are suck ups not true friends they USE you in other words (i dont know why i thought of toilet paper but hey it works)
today as you can tell i have been thinking about friends and people in general, tell me what you think of this analogy
mo |
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[Jan. 28th, 2004|04:57 pm] |
no more masks
no more lies
no more silly faces
no more happy places
i will show you who the real me
i take off the mask and set myself free
i will cry
and not be ashamed
i will lash out
and not rein in my anger
i will smile
without a trace of kindness
i will laugh
without humanity
i will die
without my sanity |
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